Thursday, March 25, 2010

Debanshi's love story.. (part of novel)

Now, as planned earlier, its time for frequent paras on random topics from points to be covered in novel..

Today's random selection turns out to be: "Debanshi's love story"

So, Debanshi is though not the lead character in the novel, but plays a vital role in Debank's life.
And, as by now it would be evident to all, that novel is about Debank's love story.. but there are few other short love stories too.. which revolve around Debank.

And one of them is Debanshi's love story. She is sort of confused gal. She is never able to figure out her feelings, lyk she is ever unable to decipher wat she feels, she never knows wat to do next.
Over reaction, panic and dramatic senti are her key traits.. She is ultra confused!!

She almost potrays a picture of weak n meek.. as prior to each exams, pills n doc visits are inevitable in her life. There's a guy whom she rarely speaks,, proposes her and she is like dunno how to react and is crying like hell..
In other case, She happens to develop a crush against someone whom she just saw and met once in life. Love at first sight types. She says its nothing but screams wen he is addressed as his bro.

And, she sort of copes up with all cases and in all this, Debank is ever there to assist her, and she finds it easy & comfortable to share with Debank.

For more, wait for the novel................

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

A Poem for a friend on his B'day..


In one of the turns of my life, I met a boy,
who silently enetered and did spread joy..

In my life, various vital roles, have been played by him,
I dunno, what would I do, had I not met him..!!

He is loving and caring by nature, friendly to all,
And yes, whenever in need of finance he is "RBI" to all!!

As for me, he almost adopted me once & provided required financial aid,
Such friends are rare, and seldom are they now made!

Though I find him friendly, but he is ever silent about his crush,
God knows, after reading whose SMSes, he can't resist to blush!!

I remember the hungry evenings at Guddi bakers,
How can we forget the irritation caused by 2-2 min. orkut users :)

Whenever reminded of 'deal' near hira, it would leave us in pain,
Which neither I, nor he, would like to explain..

I can't forget his instant help (pizza...) on a single call,
To help him, no matter what happens, I won't hesitate at all..

His characterstics are a li'l weird, a li'l horrible :P
Still will try to pen down as far as possible!

Most of the times, he is found sleeping,
Or would be found, room to room, uselessly wandering!!

He can't sit patiently at one single definite place,
He would keep rotating, in an unconscious phase!

Dunno, What or whom he misses, as wats d reason behind bunking law classes,
Because when it comes to classes of other subjects, he is just flawless!!

Dunno, what pleasure he finds in biting/scratching finger,
Howsoever important the errand be, he would definitely linger.. (:P)

He says, walk from ghalib to ITO is not tiresome, its a pleasure walk,
But when asked to walk till V3S, he finds it a non-sense talk..

it is he, who led me to 'Mobile Office' addiction,
It is fun to watch him, when he is undergoing irritation!!

Before speaking, he would construct various expressions,
Most of his jokes are PJs, and still expects funny reactions..

He often smugs, to belong to the 'Agrawal' cult,
Would often compare CA to other institutes' product..

With Anky & Sanky, each morning before class, he use to compete,
As if all three, were in hurry, and sum1 were waiting to meet!! (:P)

Most of the times her acts, (rather pretends) to be smart and is driven by over-confidence,
As is evident from the case told by Prazhy, about 'ka- kha - ga' incidence.. (lol)

Prazhy says, his attitude is just confined here in hostel,
Rest infront of 'JUNTA', he forgets attitude, and is as dumb as turtle in shell..

Howsoever he is, he is unique & special in his own way..
Though couldn't celebrate well, still wishing him a very happy birthday!!

I am sorry, this message would reach him a li'l late,
He is a friend, who promised a treat, for which I did wait!!

But, I was later reminded, he did treat none,
So, how could I expect one!!

Rest Jo bhi ho, Bande me hai itna dum, itna dum,
Ab iske baare me jitna bolo, utna hai kam.. {;)}

Monday, March 22, 2010

Last night..

Let there be pain,
Let there be rain,
Let the ashes remain,
Let the time fly in vain..

Let there be everything, that reminds me of you,
Let me think of you, no matter what I do!!
As while writing this tonight,
I find you seated beside!

Let me pen down something lively tonight,
As I see you sitting beside.. { :) }

You are smiling with a slight tilt of your head,
Oh! hold it well, don't spill that tea on my bed..

Is it, Have i forgotten ur voice??

You appear dumb, I appear deaf..
Oh! there you speak, there I hear
So, neither you dumb, nor I deaf,
Its just that we aren't too near!!

So, I just stare you, and you are babbling,
And its something, I am enjoying!!

You just licked that last tea drop with your tongue rolling, below your lips..
As you see writing all of it, you stare with your hands on your hips!!

And I still continue to pen down,
Hey, you scared me with that frown..

Now you are peeping in my notebook,
And I am just preserving all your looks!

Its for future, i am penning this text,
As I dunno when, we would meet next!!

Though I meet you each night frequently,
Sometimes in day, very silently!!
But each time I can't just write it all,
So, I don't wan't to miss this opportunity at all!!

Oh! you are fading away,
I expected you to stay
I didn't hear , the "goodbye" you said,
With two cups of tea, I am still sitting on my bed!!!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

ROMANTIC MOVIES (HOLLYWOOD)

As most of my frnz know.. i just love romantic movies.. I find action/sci-fi/horror... etc a mere time waste rather torture equipments.. So this weekend too i opted for no experiments wid my taste of movies and watched a couple f movies which i really liked.. some with amazing plot, somewid mind blowing dialogues, and some which wud cause flood on ur cheeks .. and ... draught in ur eyes.. i mean dey wud leave u crying( and yes i cried a thousand rivers, literally i did weep a lot.. )

"P.S. I Love You" amazing love story.. technically I wud say d movie can be termed as posthumous love story.. very toucy.. nice romantic movie.. a must watch..

" The Proposal " a rom-com flick to enjoy the weekend. The first half is a superb Proposal and the second half is fairly traditional Hollywood pablum.

" Elizabethtown " is a movie which u can enjoy... Definately u wud love it.. anreally subtle love story wid very touching plot..

" The notebook " is bout pure love.. its typical love story.. if u like rom. movies, u gonna luv it..

" Just like heaven " another romantic flick.. it has a flavor of fantasy in it.. but amazing love story.. made my cheeks wet.. literally i did cry..

" A lot like love" as the name suggests, its a rom. movie.. and d couple share a relationship which is lot like love.. but dey never did commit.. neverr did admit.. gud movie..

Watch them all.. all are romantic flicks... i love such movies n do recommend me plz if u come across any splendid romantic movies..

Other which i saw earlier and liked a lot are: "A WALK TO REMEMBER"...."50 FIRST DATES".. "MY SASSY GIRL"...."GONE WITH THE WIND"...."HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN 10 DAYS"..."THE UGLY TRUTH"... and ofcourse ... "TITANIC"

Next time I would definately post my say about bollywood movies..

Till den

Keep reading..

I respect n cherish ur comments.. They need not by cheesy ones. they need not be icecream quotes, which are sweet for a while, but melts within a while too.. Be free n honest in watsoever u feel lyk n do comment wat u feel lyk ftr hearing from me..

It helps me get better.. ( i know i sound selfish, but so is the world.. ;))

Buhbye.. ciao.. hasta la vista..

:)

Friday, March 19, 2010

HELLO..

(a random thought)

What i feel is, "hello" is the word that each literate and even each illiterate one comes across in day to day life..

We come across this word innumerous times. Each time we answer a call, each time we are chating with friends, immediately our subconscious brain/mind directs us to greet "hello"

What I intend to say here is, whenever we recieve a call, its just similar to a reflex action, that we utter "Hello"!! .Most of us are unaware/ignorant that "hello" is intended to greet the other person. It("hello") has become a formality, and is now treated like a tool to initiate a conversation on call.. as if it were mandatory to initiate a call...

At times, we notice that, when on a call, people do initiate there call wid a sweet "hello" and when/if the call is interrupted due to one or the other reason , then again comes "hello" to resume thier conversation...

Worse is, wen in case of casualities/ death also people don't forget to greet "hello" ..

and, likewise we do most of the things subconsciously...

ponder..

WHY DO WE DO THE THINGS WE DO?.. WHY DO WE DO , THE WAY WE DO?..

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Finally unveilin 100+ points to be covered in novel...

NOT IN CHRONOLOGICAL SEQUENCE....

(background...)
  • Childhood
  • Death of grand pa
  • Opportunity to meet dad
  • Bhairawa satsang case
(crazy about)

  • Pink
  • Kajol
  • Chocolates
  • Aamir
  • Lazy
  • Music
  • Net savvy
(academic n proff. life)

  • Decision of CA
  • High school
  • G.K. (Debuheed, delilah & debank..)
  • Workbook(sleepless night...)
  • Intermediate
  • ITT training
  • Coachings bunked
  • CA office bunked
  • Screwed my results
  • Leave(...,.) from CA
  • Interview in JSA Noida
  • Ambala audit...( Shimla, chandigarh...)
(fun in delhi wid frns)

  • Sudden trip to LKO..(twice.. )
  • Auto case..
  • Gay wale uncle
  • Delhi hostel(U-34)
  • Friend caught masturbating
  • Ghazini(38 frns 2gthr)
  • boozer's bash( each sat. at my room)
  • Golibaazi in intermediate
  • Pawan resto case ( debank n dilshan.. twice..)
  • First time non veg (by mistake..)
  • U.K. trip (haridwar, rishikesh, musourie, dehradun)
  • Fun n food village (lost purse.. DevD)
  • Narnaul (Debank went in wedding)
  • Wedding in Haldwani( trip to nainital)
  • Momos bet (nepal)
  • Dilshan's home
  • Dilshan's dad( debank's shirt..)
  • Debank's b'day
  • Dhankalp's b'day
  • Deepender bhya (finance/fun)
  • Fest food by debank..(sewain, cake,langar,halwa... secular debank)
  • Janmashtmi Trip to Gokul ( mathura, vrindavan, sihi, barsaana...)
  • Complete Delhi in two days..
  • Net in Moon house (movies dwnld.. 2-2 min ka chakkar..)
  • Police case
  • G.B. Road (frnd.....)

(just 5 phone calls ever..)
  • Phone call(rajasthan)
  • Phone call(3230)
  • Phone call(ran miles)
  • Phone call(conference)
  • Phone call (B'day)
( stories f frnz)
  • Debendra's love story (ICICI)
  • Drishti's love story (Rajasthan)
  • Dilshan's love story (school)
  • Daina's love story ( Dishan)
  • Delilah's love story(....)
  • Dishant's love story(hostel)
  • Debanshi's case(confused..)
(achievements n intrests)

  • L.P.O.(love n pyaar Outsourcing)
  • Slamail
  • Song composed
  • Inclined towards poetry
  • Hermit India
  • Iskcon
  • UCMS
  • Inclined towards Salsa
  • Passion for guitar
  • Speech
  • American lib.
(Debank's love life)

  • Niharika wala case
  • 7 proposals to debank
  • D-day (may 25)
  • Pizza (11 people involved)
  • B'day(ferns n petals)
  • Debanshi's home
  • Danshit( sautan)
  • Devit(maudlin)
  • Dec. chat
  • T-shirts (hermit india, n quote formation)
  • Kurta
  • Dream(christian)
  • Slogans(election)
  • Interview questionaire
  • Aamir questionaire
  • Dada (......)
  • Dhani wala case (patna hai pato.... behen mat bolo)
  • Doodoo(mystery)
  • Maharashtra trip
  • Gal in train(chakar pakar)
  • Gal in temple( too young)
  • Abused a gal..
  • Delilah's first crush

Debut in hindi poetry..

Yaadon me beete ye din ye raina,
bheegi palke, par ek jhalak kahatir pyaase ye naina..
Is baawre dil pe chalta nahi zor,
Wo hi wo dikhe chanhun or, chanhun or...

Uski har baat, uske har lafza, rooh me simat jaate hain,
Inhe hum chah kar bi nahi mita paate hain,
Ye dil to bas ek zidd kar baitha hai,
Us sangdil ke pyar ki aas lagaye baitha hai..

Ab wo door, aur ab, aur bhi door ho chala hai,
Par achanak, ye dil na jaane kyun, beete lamho ka saaz chhedh chala hai..
Gustakh dil, uske khatir, Usi ke khatir dhadke jaa raha hai..
Sab baaton se mukhatib hai, fir bi ek hi fariyaad kiye ja raha hai!!

Kyun pyaar me dard ka saath jarur milta hai..
aankhen band hone par zannat, khulne par khaak hi milta hai..
kyun tanhayiyan is mod pe raas nahi aati,
sab kuch benoor sa hai, bas uski ehsaas hai lubhati..

Is dil ki dastak ansunu reh gayi,
main yahi khada reh gaya, wo in bheegi ankhon ke samne se hi chali gayi..
Mulakat ab bhi hoti hai, par ab jariya khwaab hai..
fark iotna hai ; Ab dil me dartd aur ankhon me sailaab hai...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

POEM DEDICATED TO A FRND CUM SIS...

In this short journey of life, travelled yet,
There were a variety of people, I met..

But then, sometimes someone's simplicity leaves a deep impact,
and such someone becomes special, and we forever want to stay in contact..

Here, I describe one among such someone,
She can be compared to none,
Too simple, too nice,
with a sharp twinkle in eyes..

She is undoubtedly loquacious,
when it comes to studies, she is extremely laborious.

At times, she is too caring , as a sis!
Having a friend like her is real bliss!!

She is very friendly and creates friends very soon,
Having her as friend and sis for me is a true boon..

She is too sweet, too innocent,
about jokes and pranks she is total ignorant

She speaks at a lightining fast speed, which how cud I forget to mention!!
To interpret her speeches, you ought to pay full attention..

Oh! I described her, but introduction without name is incomplete,
Yup, she is Mani, and will gift her this message when we meet..

Her birthdate is february twenty-eight,
its painful to admit, yes this message is late..

Hope you enjoyed that day,
Mannku wishes you belated happy birthday..

25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER

(each text in quote is mother's fav. lines)



























Friday, March 5, 2010

Masochism : pleasure in pain

I have turned masochistic..

Now i find pleasure in gulping tears,
Its habit that has grown over years,
I find the salty tears, too sweet,
Even in the chilly weather, your thoughts served as heat!!

I am haapy that i stay way from you,
As being near, I couldn't hide my pain from you!
I dont want to display myself feeble and week,
I lost intrest in all that i liked, Am i now a mere geek!!

All that i could express is through words,
Have got lot to say, thoughts swirling as wind whirls!!
I dunno what to do? I dunno!! I forgot wat was my chore!!
Hey, lastly wanna ask you..
Who taught you to make me love you more and more..

Valentine's day...

"The purpose of a relation is not to have someone who might complete you, but to have the one, with whom you can share your completeness.. happy valentine's day"

My reply:

When in good & healthy relation;
hunting for purpose may cause a friction!

In life its not being with someone, who makes us complete
But sharing with someone in life, with whom none can compete..

Hope you find someone true and just,
As each relation is build on faith and trust..

Never hunt intentionally, for someone to fall for,
Look for someone, who for you can't bear a single moment, sour!

Do never believe in falling in love,
Rather rise in love, and soar as high as dove!

As, love is not just by chance, not by choice,
It should be from within, from inner voice!

Be happy wherever you stay..
And on this note wishing you" Happy Valentine's day" :D

Pained but unexplained..

I am not that weak or feeble,
that any can inflict pain,
even best of best friend's rudeness is like a nibble,
But when it comes to you, i go insane!!

Your words are healing one as therauptical treatment,
At times they make me feel high, high and high,
Your silence so adverse, as if i wer undergoin punishment,
But all i can do is lay in bed and sigh..

I do hide and weep,
It seldom lets me sleep,
My face has now turned a map of you,
you happy, iot glows, you sad it turns morose..

Its mystery, since when i love you,
is it since ages!!
without your thought, life is just a mock,
as a book without pages.

People say, time changes and everything changes with time,
Is it true??
So, if it is, why can't it change my love for you!!

Undefined definition.. ( a poem for friend..)

Was pondering on the relation we share,
Its strange! and finding identical is seldom and rare,
You are a girl, you are a friend, & tho not a girlfriend
Still we chat 4 hours, and share each petty event..

Its gr8 to have you, you as you are
your simplicity makes it easier to share thoughts, howsoever weird there are
I get fascinated by clouds in the sky
Though the weather is gloomy, but its u who make me feel high high n high..

I find pleasure and tempted to chat with you
I hunt for excuses(i must be sorry) silly excuses, just to hear from you,
Its not that I try to impress or try to Ogle,
But its for sure whenever in doubt you are my “GOOGLE”

I am scared if this relation ends near or soon,
I am thankful to God, having you as a friend is a true boon,
Will you ever be the same, share joys, share pains..
As the weather is cloudy, will u be around, even if it rains!!

But truth is you will disappear, as i was getting insane..
For you, my feelings, the respect .. I truly can’t explain,
Pouring my thoughts through words is a herculean task..
I assure you I am ever there for you.. never do hesitate to ask.

LubDub

You are my dream, you are my desire,
loving you & hearing from you makes me feel higher & higher..

Wen your mood is low, you do cry,
eventually, i lose my glow, making u laugh is just wat i try!

For some reason,u did forgo all ur smiles,
cant u smile 4 d one who just 2 speak 2 u once ran miles..

At tyms, I try PJs 2 make u laugh aloud,
at tyms, u cry & sob when none is around,
my heart does beat faster n leaps out,
bt at other, it just misses its lubdub sound..

One f d univrsal facts is, d grass is green, d sky is blue,
n othr bein , my heart beats just 4 u..

Tho d former has certain exceptions,
bt d othr is beyond ny limitations

falling in love with u was not by chance, nt by choice,
it was frm my heart, frm my inner voice..

Again i ponder, wer was i at fault,
and still, thinking f u is my charactr by default..

Poem for my sis..

A variety of relations surround me…

Some are gifted by birth,
Some constructed here on earth,
some are blood relations,
Some thicker than one’s imagination..

Here i proceed introducing,
Speaking, to one among my surrounding,
I dunno which category above, suits her!
As she is special & different than any other..!!


In my life, words are scarce to express your deserving place
Hm.. You have a twinkle in eye and smile on your face!

I’ll always be there for you, with no if & but,
We share a bond, that just can’t be cut!

Though we sometimes have trifling fights with each other,
I’ll stick up and stand for you, and be your cover!

It doesn’t take you long to get senti & fight,
I guess, our strange bond, rewards you this right!

I am aware of your teenage crush,
Someone afar! Whose name would make you blush! (;))

You did find a guy of your dreams,
But couldn’t collect the courage to reveal it seems!

I know you did sacrifice your dream and your heart did bleed,
But i assure you that i am there to support whenever you need..

You say at present your life is not perfect, hard time you have known,
Your strength and my advices(:P) carried you as the time has shown..

Sometimes you, and many a times I (:P) did guide each other along the right way,
I cant forget, how you did support me and provide resting shoulder that day..

I am a closed book and dislike to boast,
But truly speaking, manku shares with you the most..

In our childhood we spent together, moments both good & bad,
I still cherish memories of the fun we had..

By the way, for you i don’t know why i am presenting this composition,
Oh! Leave.. As everything in life is not tagged with a reason..

Oh! I still remember your granny style lengthy lectures on call !!
Hm, you are a emotion bag, which burst even on matters, too small..

And how can i forget to mention your full on emotional melodrama,
And yup, at times, you being as dumb as llama(:P)..

You are my sister, so obviously, you have to be the best(:P)
Our bond makes you different from the rest..

If people want to go after you, they have to go through me,
So make sure, you tell that to everyone you see..

You are my sister and i’ll be there for you, till the end,
For you are not just my sis, you are my best friend!

I wish everything in your life moves on and goes right..
And your future may be glittery, shiny & bright..

Hope, you all the readers got an idea, who is she?
Yup, she is my sister, “Himanshi”..

Don't miss the oppurtunity to express that u care..

Tell The People You Love and let them know whom u Care For …..

One day English teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers.

That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. ‘Really?’ she heard whispered. ‘I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!’ and, ‘I didn’t know others liked me so much,’ were most of the comments.

No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn’t matter.. The exercise had accomplished its purpose. The students were happy with themselves and one another. That group of students moved on.

Several years later, one of the students died of unknown ailment and his teacher attended the funeral of that special student. She had never attended Funeral of a student before. He looked so sensible, so mature. The place was packed with his friends. One by one those who loved him took a last walk. The teacher was the last one to bless. As she stood there, one of the people who acted as pallbearer came up to her. ‘Were you Devank’s english teacher?’ he asked. She nodded: ‘yes…’. Then he said: ‘Devank talked about you a lot…’

After the funeral, most of Devank’s’s former classmates were there. Devank’s parents were there, obviously waiting to speak with his teacher. ‘We want to show you something,’ his Uncle said, taking a wallet out of his pocket ‘We found this on Devank, when he died. We thought you might recognize it.’ Opening the billfold, he carefully removed two worn pieces of notebook paper that had obviously been taped, folded and refolded many times. The teacher knew without looking that the papers were the ones on which she had listed all the good things each of Devank’s classmates had said about him. ‘Thank you so much for doing that,’ Devank’s mother just managed to say with tears rolling endlessly.. . ‘As you can see,he treasured it.’

All of Devank’s former classmates started to gather around. Debuheed who was his best friend in school days, smiled rather sheepishly and said, ‘I still have my list. It’s in the top drawer of my desk at home’. Dishan’s(his other gud frnd who rather came close in +2) wife said, ‘Dishan, asked me to put his in our wedding album’. ‘I have mine too’, Debanshi(his friend cum sis.) said. ‘It’s in my diary’. Then Delaila, another classmate and good friend, reached into her pocketbook, took out her wallet and showed her worn and frazzled list to the group. ‘I carry this with me at all times’, Delaila said and without batting an eyelash, she continued: ‘I think we all saved our lists’

That’s when the teacher finally sat down and cried. She cried for Devank and for all his friends who would never see him again. The density of people in society is so thick that we forget that life will end one day. And we don’t know when that one day will be. So please, tell the people you love and care for, that they are special and important. Tell them, before it is too late.

Mannku

Remember, you reap what you sow!
What you put into the lives of others comes back into your own!

Unpredictable girls!!

A few questions which sound wierd, rather dey are wierd!!

>WHY DO GALS TAKE SO LONG IN DRESSING UP!
(dey pretend dat dey r dressin up vry proprly, tho dey may end up
lukin messy..2 much make up! Yuck! D cosmetic dat boys find most wierd
is dark red lipstick.. N again d cosmetic dat guys find most
fascinatin is lipstick but lush light transparent shades..)

>HOWEVER SMALL THE PURSE OR HANDBAG OF A GAL BE, IT WUD CONTAIN INFY MATERIALS, WHICH ONE CANT EVEN IMAGINE.. FROM A SAFETY PIN 2 AN UMBRELLA.. Hoops! :o
(they just go on dumpin der bags wid watsoever comes in hand, be it
toothpicks, safetypins, visitin cards..Or nythn nd wen askd dey wud
just pretnd smart by replyin v r prepard 4 each un4seen situation)

>WHY DO GALS, IN MOST OF THE CASE, EXPECT THAT IT IS THE DUTY OF THE BOY (ND NOT THE GAL) TO INITIATE AND STEP FORWARD TO PROPOSE AT PRIMA FACIE..
(grow up gals! Bt its so just because dey may skip d chance f
displayin attitude.. Bhaav khane ka chance haath se nikal jayega.. :p)

>similar 2 above point: IF A GIRL LOVES SOMEONE, SHE EXPECTS THAT THE GUY SHUD HIMSELF DECIPHER HER FEELINGS FOR HIM.. AND FURTHER SHE WOULD TERM IT “OBVIOUS” THAT IT WAS OBVIOUS..
(grow up! Grow up! Why cant dey find it “OBVIOUS” OTHER WAY ROUND
TOO.. THEY WUD PRETEND INNOCENT” U NEVER SAID SO…. Etc” )

>WHAT IS IT DAT GALS DO TALK, WENEVR DEY FORM A BEVY..(even if strangrs, gals may start wid appreciatin accesories, dresses n wud wind up gettin personal n no surprise dey wud even end up gossipin bout der boyfrns..!!)

>I NEVER UNDRSTND Y DO GALS GIGGLE UNNECESSARILY.. AT TIMES, ITS TOO FRUSTRATING.. Huh!
(dey just display as if dey had shared a very funny joke, tho one
wudnt hv heard nythin more lame dan dat.. )

>EACH GIRL SEEMS TO B VRY MUCH CONSCIOUS BOUT DO DEY FEED DEMSELVES WID? Esp. BOUT THE FAT/CALORIES IN DER DIET..
(but its mere show off! :p each tym dey hangout wid frnz, dey end up
munchin junkies.. )

lots more.. Bt above ones r general n universal.. All guys wud
unanimously agree 2 me.. :D

Attitude matters!!

I m lost in my new attitude
its 2 stop thinkin bout u in solitude..

Revealing my feelings,i ws early 2 say
bt still i say i wasnt wrong nd 4 dis silly crap,i m not gonna cry or ever pay..

If u feel without u, i m in pain,
oh! I m sorry u r misleaded in wrong lane..

2 d world u r just a sumbdy, but 2 sumbdy u r d world
somewer sumbdy is happy, just 2 learn dat u r happy

wat a pity on me! Till yesterday i was d somebody,
waited desperately 4 u 2 b such sumbody

maybe someday u may regret 2 let me go
ha! Who d hell cares, its my turn 2 present ego

i know u did nt betray me
i knw it wasn’t u d reason, i was killed
but my dis new attitude
makes in me a new life instilled!!

I could not be the person

The more i think of her,
the more i love her,
the more i try to hate her,
wat to do, she tends to be nearer….

There is no possibility of her liking me,
I feel without her , there is no possibility of me being me,
what a curse! I love her for she being she,
and she dislikes me for me being me…

If love could be bought and sold,
I would have pledged my life for her,
Now I am spending my life rather,
to discover how to forget her……

I feel, if i am the reason she may cry,
I would have prefered to die,
If she is content to find my sadness,
I would rather discard all my happiness….

Its not at all hyperbole to say,
that for her , i can even pluck the star,
even though i am aware, for me,
She wouldn’t even pluck a flower….

Now I am learning, how to
live without her,
Its just me who knows, how am I
struggling without her….

I wan’t to forget her,
but this insane heart still hopes to get her,
She says “you can’t be the person”
I donno wer was i at fault to be the one…

They say that true love is ever amusing one,
Can i meet the fate even more cursing one!!

each day of my life reminds of her…
each thought of my life ends with her….

where was I at fault ,
Now thinking of her is my character by default…

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I had this blog since very long.. but did not post anything yet.. i had various blogs at other platforms as well.. bigadda, tumblr etc.. I did post at tumblr.. but most of my friends were busy blogging at blogspot and i found myself alienated there at tumblr so decided to post here at this blog as well..

Hence, this inactive blog is set to action from now..

Mannku