As I close my eyes,
I see a face.
A face smiling,
A face radiating a glow, never found elsewhere.
And I just feel like to embrace that smile,
I just feel like to dissolve myself into that glow.
It’s like living a life of my dreams,
If it was the only means to have the awesome pleasure
I dare not open my eyes ever.
But then…
Apart from this illusion,
There awaits a life..
A life that’s real,
A life that’s bitter.
A life that calls for duty,
A life that deprives me of that illusionary opportunity..
If I could by anymeans, just blend the two,
And could meet the both,
Live the both,
One for me,
Other for her
Such an Irony..
The one for me , deprives me of the pleasure of future.
The one for her, demands sacrifice of the present.
