Saudade

Its been long, real long,

but memories still fresh,
as if it was yesterday,

the sounds still echo,
as if you were never away.

the fragrance of you,
still sweetening my memories

you're miles far away,
not just in distance,
but in each possible way.

We will be together,
I lie to myself each day.

I can do nothing about it,
Dying a little more,
Believe in destiny,
No, I don't anymore.

Just So You Know

I loved, and love you,
Unknown, If loved by you.
If you knew, I did cry each day,
Wonder, what would you say!

Never, could look into your eyes,

Unaware, if indeed, they do care.

Never, could look into your heart,

I just wish, I was somewhere there.

Urge, Urge to ask you,
If you would be mine, forever.
Urge, Urge to ask you,
Do you even dream, of us being together!!

Wish, Wish I could tell you,

How deeply & madly, I yearn for you!

Wish, Wish I could tell you,

How my heart melts, when I think of me & you.

Amidst the prolonged silence,
I feared, If I would lose you.
Nothing heard. Nothing said,
Would imply, feelings dead!

But, Just so you know, I am still into you.

Just so you know, I still love you.

Urge, Urge to decipher the future of me and you.
Urge, Urge to see, If we can ever make it through!!

Beauty with which everything blends

The cool breeze
The soundless drizzle
The gloomy sky
And, The idle me.

The shut book
The soulful music
The ginger tea
And, The silent me.

The intense sehnsucht
The profound thinking
The heart's plea
And, The lonely me.

Just wishing, the evening never ends.
Wish i could preserve the beauty,
The beauty with which everything blends.

Unfriended

Never will she know,
The fear with which that friend request was sent.
Never will I, be able to show,
The extent, to which , for her, I was bent!!

Was it her smile, or grace?
The grace that made me fall,
Was I on earth, or in space?
The space that made me feel above all!!

The day my request did get confirm,
I was on the seventh cloud,
To describe, I can't find an apt word, or exact term!
But, yeah, I felt like screaming, screaming aloud!!

Now, I did read her full profile,
I did read her each post
Did analyse each letter on her profile,
Did decode each of her weird post!!

There I made a vicious discovery,
Boom!!! She already belonged to somebody,
I was perplexed, of what was I supposed to worry!!
The event that followed, or of my vicious discovery!!

We became virtual friends and, not a day was passed,
And hark! She was mysteriously lost, absent on my friend list!!
It was a feeling of being raped, I felt brutally harassed,
Being UNFRIENDED, was my tale's quick end, my tale's only twist!!

The Other Side.. (arbit imagery)

As far as I know you,

Or, I must say,

As far as, You wanted me to know you;

I could make out something,

Something which I would pen down replacing myself as you,

Which would mean, A dare to pen down a dedication to me by you.

(following lines are to be read as if they are from her....... )

I very well know your feelings for me,

And I really cherish them.

I would love to preserve them.

I wish I could express myself, the way you do,

All I can say for now, is

I do care for you,

I do have immense respect for you.

I do read, all your compositions you silently dedicate,

But to respond, you very well know, I hesitate.

I have read them all,

And somehow, they seem to persuade me to fall.

But, Its not about what I feel, how I feel , for you

Its the life we live,

Its the expectations from us,

that though bitter, but are the only ones , true.

Its not that in anyway I dislike you,

Its not from you, that I have some pain,

But the moments we share, right now,

we very well know, will not forever remain.

And when it would be time to part,

We would be left with a bleeding heart!!

Let not that moment arrive,

Let's not be questionable,

Let's bear the pain of the present,

Why compound it to the extent, unbearable!!

You do make me feel very special,

I wish, I could make you feel the same.

But, you know, why I can't

The circumstances amongst us are to blame!!

But yeah, from you I have a genuine complaint,

Its about the pain, the pain you carry,

Its something, that to me is sometimes scary!!

If in fate, in future, we may meet across some lane..

Let's just fulfill our duties,

Let's just meet answerable expectations,

Leave the rest as it is,

Why pave the way to undestined destinations!!

One for me, One for her

As I close my eyes,

I see a face.

A face smiling,

A face radiating a glow, never found elsewhere.

And I just feel like to embrace that smile,

I just feel like to dissolve myself  into that glow.

It’s like living a life of my dreams,

If it was the only means to have the awesome pleasure

I dare not open my eyes ever.

But then…

Apart from this illusion,

There awaits a life..

A life that’s real,

A life that’s bitter.

A life that calls for duty,

A life that deprives me of that illusionary opportunity..

If I could by anymeans, just blend the two,

And could meet the both,

Live the both,

One for me,

Other for her

Such an Irony..

The one for me , deprives me of the pleasure of future.

The one for her, demands sacrifice of the present.

For you my friend..

Few relations are to strange to define,

So, is the one of Pragati and mine!

It was when I started blogging,

That embarked the beginning..

It’s a peculiar camaraderie, we share,

Sort of which is develoiped very rare..

Though we just had an interaction through blogger,

But by now, she knows most of me, and I know most of her!!

Though we are at distance apart,

Though the physical proximity absent!

Yet, the bond we  nurture and savour surpasses such barriers,

A friendship, a bond created by & by, and solidified for ever & ever!!

We  have frequent meetings virtually,

And share our secrets, our thoughts too easily..

The conversation of the good old times.

The secrets shared,

The thoughts exchanged.

Of the good old times...

The moments of sharing,

The moments of caring,

The moments too gloomy,

The moments too happy..

All such thoughts and secrets would ever be preserved,

All such moments,  ever  cherished!!

We would be found chating, until wee hours,

Nothing can be sillier or lamer than chat of ours!! [ ;) ]

She is too sweet, sublime and too gentle,

But, from our chat sessions we would both appear mental!

She is too caring, and too courteous,

But we never agree, and are ever rebellious [  ;) ]

She won’t skip an opportunity to chop me, ever

But alas! Each time ends up meeting failure

She is too sporty and loves challenges and bets!

But alas, each time fails and regrets!! [ :p ]

I have got some confessions to make too …

Inspite of all leg pulling & teasing,

She is the one , I would ever cherish to have!

Inspite of disagreeing at each point,

She is the one, I would not afford to lose!

Inspite of all my weirdness,

She is the one, who understasnds one with ease!

Inspite of me being an introvert otherwise,

She is the one, who radiates easy sharing vibes!!

Inspite of my frequent mood swings,

She is the one, who supports and is there to bear with me [:)]

Inspite of me, ignorantlyand unintentionally being rude at times,

She is one who understands me the way I meant, not the way I said [ :) ]

Inspite of having never met,

She is  the one, who knows pretty well how to annoy / flatter me [ ;) ]

Inspite of not knowing for very long,

She is the one, to whom I can entrust my secrets..

Now just as she would have done reading this,

She is the one, who still wont be satisfied [ :p ]

a tiny composition..

Sometimes on my mind, I have you and me , just you and me,

and when suddenly I wake up,
I land back to the bitter irony..


A part of you has grown in me,
and you see,
Its you and me 2gethr n 4ever and never apart,
may be in distance, but never in heart!


You r out f reach, out f sight,
bt in dreams, You n Me meet each night..


I believe that if i shud die,
and u wer to walk near my grave,
frm ver depths f earth,
I wud hear ur footsteps..

I'll be ever der 4 u,
these 5 words I swear to you!

Incredible gift!!

Along wid materilistic gifts, sis did gift me dis incredible composition..

Cant believe, she cud compose sumthin lyk dis..

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Every one has a friend...

But the person i am gona tell about is different from all the trend...

We share a friendship that can never be end...!!

Though he is 6 months & 20 days younger than me....

Even then never ever says me di....:-(

He is my bro and a best friend...

Who knew everything I felt,

He know my every weakness,

And the problems I've been dealt.

I knw he would be shocked rather surprised seeing this...

A poem 4 him...n that too by me his naughty sis....

I know there are so many gramatical mistakes...

But then please don't laugh and smile...atleast for my sake..!!!

He is a guiding star to mee...

Having my all problems key...

A person on whom i have a blind trust....

And we share a relationship that can never be rust....

His love and care always sparkles my life

And we are always together to share our strife...

I know at times rather most of the time he gets iriitated by my nautanki.......

Koi na yaar...ki fark painda hai..after all you are my sweet manku oops!! munki...:-)

Your friendship is the greatest gift.....and will stay with me always...

You are the person who did guided me through my hard days...

Hi !! dear thanks for always being there....

Each time i am scared and in fear....

I know my advices and decisions seems to you as you say theoritical..

But sachi wala saying sometime it would play miracle...

He is in love with a friend who is common to both of us...

She is damn good,mastam mast,sweet,bindass etc etc...no more badai bas...

Today is your b'dy and wanted to be with you on this day....

Kya karu...tried a lot but chor tickets nahi hui delay.......:-(

Koi na....i hope you would love the gifts you will get...

I wanted to make your day special b'coz you are the best..!!

You are the person who encouraged me to be strong..

Your loving support helps me stand..

When the road is rough and long..!!

This is the first poem i have ever written..hope u liked it...

Pata hai it was boring...but then you did smiled a bit..

Chal ab aur ni pakati...thanks 4 each and every thing you gave....

I will age and so will you..

But our friendship will stay, strong and true.............

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ThankYou Himanshi didi!!

:)

(wud b happy to b addrsd as didi.. :P)

Mathematical proposal.. ;)

'The Square Root of Three' by David Feinberg

I’m sure that I will always be,

A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

With just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun,

As 1.7321

Such is my reality,

A sad irrationality

When hark!

What is this I see,

Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds.

With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued,

Your love for me has been renewed

courtsey: David Feinberg

A Poem for a friend on his B'day..

In one of the turns of my life, I met a boy,

who silently enetered and did spread joy..

In my life, various vital roles, have been played by him,

I dunno, what would I do, had I not met him..!!

He is loving and caring by nature, friendly to all,

And yes, whenever in need of finance he is "RBI" to all!!

As for me, he almost adopted me once & provided required financial aid,

Such friends are rare, and seldom are they now made!

Though I find him friendly, but he is ever silent about his crush,

God knows, after reading whose SMSes, he can't resist to blush!!

I remember the hungry evenings at Guddi bakers,

How can we forget the irritation caused by 2-2 min. orkut users :)

Whenever reminded of 'deal' near hira, it would leave us in pain,

Which neither I, nor he, would like to explain..

I can't forget his instant help (pizza...) on a single call,

To help him, no matter what happens, I won't hesitate at all..

His characterstics are a li'l weird, a li'l horrible :P

Still will try to pen down as far as possible!

Most of the times, he is found sleeping,

Or would be found, room to room, uselessly wandering!!

He can't sit patiently at one single definite place,

He would keep rotating, in an unconscious phase!

Dunno, What or whom he misses, as wats d reason behind bunking law classes,

Because when it comes to classes of other subjects, he is just flawless!!

Dunno, what pleasure he finds in biting/scratching finger,

Howsoever important the errand be, he would definitely linger.. (:P)

He says, walk from ghalib to ITO is not tiresome, its a pleasure walk,

But when asked to walk till V3S, he finds it a non-sense talk..

it is he, who led me to 'Mobile Office' addiction,

It is fun to watch him, when he is undergoing irritation!!

Before speaking, he would construct various expressions,

Most of his jokes are PJs, and still expects funny reactions..

He often smugs, to belong to the 'Agrawal' cult,

Would often compare CA to other institutes' product..

With Anky & Sanky, each morning before class, he use to compete,

As if all three, were in hurry, and sum1 were waiting to meet!! (:P)

Most of the times her acts, (rather pretends) to be smart and is driven by over-confidence,

As is evident from the case told by Prazhy, about 'ka- kha - ga' incidence.. (lol)

Prazhy says, his attitude is just confined here in hostel,

Rest infront of 'JUNTA', he forgets attitude, and is as dumb as turtle in shell..

Howsoever he is, he is unique & special in his own way..

Though couldn't celebrate well, still wishing him a very happy birthday!!

I am sorry, this message would reach him a li'l late,

He is a friend, who promised a treat, for which I did wait!!

But, I was later reminded, he did treat none,

So, how could I expect one!!

Rest Jo bhi ho, Bande me hai itna dum, itna dum,

Ab iske baare me jitna bolo, utna hai kam.. {;)}

Last night..

Let there be pain,

Let there be rain,

Let the ashes remain,

Let the time fly in vain..

Let there be everything, that reminds me of you,

Let me think of you, no matter what I do!!

As while writing this tonight,

I find you seated beside!

Let me pen down something lively tonight,

As I see you sitting beside.. { :) }

You are smiling with a slight tilt of your head,

Oh! hold it well, don't spill that tea on my bed..

Is it, Have i forgotten ur voice??

You appear dumb, I appear deaf..

Oh! there you speak, there I hear

So, neither you dumb, nor I deaf,

Its just that we aren't too near!!

So, I just stare you, and you are babbling,

And its something, I am enjoying!!

You just licked that last tea drop with your tongue rolling, below your lips..

As you see writing all of it, you stare with your hands on your hips!!

And I still continue to pen down,

Hey, you scared me with that frown..

Now you are peeping in my notebook,

And I am just preserving all your looks!

Its for future, i am penning this text,

As I dunno when, we would meet next!!

Though I meet you each night frequently,

Sometimes in day, very silently!!

But each time I can't just write it all,

So, I don't wan't to miss this opportunity at all!!

Oh! you are fading away,

I expected you to stay

I didn't hear , the "goodbye" you said,

With two cups of tea, I am still sitting on my bed!!!

Debut in hindi poetry..

Yaadon me beete ye din ye raina,
bheegi palke, par ek jhalak kahatir pyaase ye naina..
Is baawre dil pe chalta nahi zor,
Wo hi wo dikhe chanhun or, chanhun or...

Uski har baat, uske har lafza, rooh me simat jaate hain,
Inhe hum chah kar bi nahi mita paate hain,
Ye dil to bas ek zidd kar baitha hai,
Us sangdil ke pyar ki aas lagaye baitha hai..

Ab wo door, aur ab, aur bhi door ho chala hai,
Par achanak, ye dil na jaane kyun, beete lamho ka saaz chhedh chala hai..
Gustakh dil, uske khatir, Usi ke khatir dhadke jaa raha hai..
Sab baaton se mukhatib hai, fir bi ek hi fariyaad kiye ja raha hai!!

Kyun pyaar me dard ka saath jarur milta hai..
aankhen band hone par zannat, khulne par khaak hi milta hai..
kyun tanhayiyan is mod pe raas nahi aati,
sab kuch benoor sa hai, bas uski ehsaas hai lubhati..

Is dil ki dastak ansunu reh gayi,
main yahi khada reh gaya, wo in bheegi ankhon ke samne se hi chali gayi..
Mulakat ab bhi hoti hai, par ab jariya khwaab hai..
fark iotna hai ; Ab dil me dartd aur ankhon me sailaab hai...

POEM DEDICATED TO A FRND CUM SIS...

In this short journey of life, travelled yet,

There were a variety of people, I met..

But then, sometimes someone's simplicity leaves a deep impact,

and such someone becomes special, and we forever want to stay in contact..

Here, I describe one among such someone,

She can be compared to none,

Too simple, too nice,

with a sharp twinkle in eyes..

She is undoubtedly loquacious,

when it comes to studies, she is extremely laborious.

At times, she is too caring , as a sis!

Having a friend like her is real bliss!!

She is very friendly and creates friends very soon,

Having her as friend and sis for me is a true boon..

She is too sweet, too innocent,

about jokes and pranks she is total ignorant

She speaks at a lightining fast speed, which how cud I forget to mention!!

To interpret her speeches, you ought to pay full attention..

Oh! I described her, but introduction without name is incomplete,

Yup, she is Mani, and will gift her this message when we meet..

Her birthdate is february twenty-eight,

its painful to admit, yes this message is late..

Hope you enjoyed that day,

Mannku wishes you belated happy birthday..