Masochism : pleasure in pain

I have turned masochistic..

Now i find pleasure in gulping tears,

Its habit that has grown over years,

I find the salty tears, too sweet,

Even in the chilly weather, your thoughts served as heat!!

I am haapy that i stay way from you,

As being near, I couldn't hide my pain from you!

I dont want to display myself feeble and week,

I lost intrest in all that i liked, Am i now a mere geek!!

All that i could express is through words,

Have got lot to say, thoughts swirling as wind whirls!!

I dunno what to do? I dunno!! I forgot wat was my chore!!

Hey, lastly wanna ask you..

Who taught you to make me love you more and more..

Valentine's day...

"The purpose of a relation is not to have someone who might complete you, but to have the one, with whom you can share your completeness.. happy valentine's day"

My reply:

When in good & healthy relation;

hunting for purpose may cause a friction!

In life its not being with someone, who makes us complete

But sharing with someone in life, with whom none can compete..

Hope you find someone true and just,

As each relation is build on faith and trust..

Never hunt intentionally, for someone to fall for,

Look for someone, who for you can't bear a single moment, sour!

Do never believe in falling in love,

Rather rise in love, and soar as high as dove!

As, love is not just by chance, not by choice,

It should be from within, from inner voice!

Be happy wherever you stay..

And on this note wishing you" Happy Valentine's day" :D

Pained but unexplained..

I am not that weak or feeble,

that any can inflict pain,

even best of best friend's rudeness is like a nibble,

But when it comes to you, i go insane!!

Your words are healing one as therauptical treatment,

At times they make me feel high, high and high,

Your silence so adverse, as if i wer undergoin punishment,

But all i can do is lay in bed and sigh..

I do hide and weep,

It seldom lets me sleep,

My face has now turned a map of you,

you happy, iot glows, you sad it turns morose..

Its mystery, since when i love you,

is it since ages!!

without your thought, life is just a mock,

as a book without pages.

People say, time changes and everything changes with time,

Is it true??

So, if it is, why can't it change my love for you!!